You are not a failure, despite experiencing failure.
It’s not a question of “if” we fail. It’s a matter of “when”. However, the Bible reminds us that we can overcome any obstacle, especially failure. “For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength.” Philippians 4:13 NLT
Your calling in life has not been wrecked because you weren’t able to complete certain tasks by certain, impossible timeframes.
The following scripture reminds us to get back to our calling whenever we experience failure:
“Do you see what this means—all these pioneers who blazed the way, all these veterans cheering us on? It means we’d better get on with it. Strip down, start running—and never quit! No extra spiritual fat, no parasitic sins. Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we’re in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sight of where he was headed—that exhilarating finish in and with God—he could put up with anything along the way: Cross, shame, whatever. And now he’s there, in the place of honor, right alongside God. When you find yourselves flagging in your faith, go over that story again, item by item, that long litany of hostility he plowed through. That will shoot adrenaline into your souls!” Hebrews 12:1-3 MSG
Your failures do not define who you are.
Failure has a loud voice and it constantly lies to you. The only way to keep failure from stopping you from fulfilling your calling is to constantly be reminded of the truth of who God says we are.
“For God did not give us a spirit of timidity or cowardice or fear, but [He has given us a spirit] of power and of love and of sound judgment and personal discipline [abilities that result in a calm, well-balanced mind and self-control] 2 Timothy 1:7 AMP
I hope you can see that failures can no longer hold you captive to what God has called you to do in your life. So, I encourage you to dream again. Ask God to give you a picture of who He created you to be. He has a plan just for you because you are unique and created with purpose to do great things!